<Tr> <Td_colspan="2"> "In My Blood" on YouTube </Td> </Tr> <P> "In My Blood" is a song recorded by Canadian singer and songwriter Shawn Mendes . Written by Geoff Warburton, Scott Harris and its producers Mendes and Teddy Geiger, it was released by Island Records on March 22, 2018, as the lead single from Mendes' self - titled third studio album . </P> <P> "In My Blood" chronicles Mendes' struggle with anxiety disorder and marks the first time the singer has publicly discussed his experiences with the mental health disorder . On his decision to write the song, Mendes said he wanted to "make something as serious as anxiety tangible where everybody can listen to it and either connect with it or understand it" before adding that "sometimes it lasts two hours, sometimes it lasts a day and sometimes it lasts five minutes . The point of the song is that no matter how long that lasts, you can come out the other end stronger and you come out of the other end always". </P> <P> On March 16, 2018, Mendes first posted a collage on social media consisting of two uncaptioned images of blank color blocks, one in beige and one in coral . He later changed his profile picture to be the same beige background color with a floral design, as featured in the single artwork . On March 19, Mendes partnered with Spotify to promote the single on a billboard in New York's Times Square that reads "Shawn Mendes coming soon". Shortly after, he posted a video that includes two dates: March 22 and March 23 . The dates are also projected in various places in London . He officially announced the song on March 20, along with its release date and single artwork . "This song," he wrote in a social media post, "is the closest song to my heart that I've ever written". A Portuguese version was also released on June 3, 2018 in support of Portugal at the 2018 FIFA World Cup, owing to Mendes' Portuguese heritage . </P>

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